Happy Birthday MONKEY!!!

mmmmm....blue long islands
(gotta love 2-4-1's)

^_^ 

< Birthday BOY!

test.

Oh-Baby? Whaaaaa?

 
uhhhhmmmm....yeah, this is what we saw at the club!
i guess she thought because she was in VIP that she was straight... ( o.O )
( i failed to see the invisible door blocking all that smoke- can you see it? )

Change in luck? Possibly?

So lemme just tell you how I got the best email ever!!! All I can say is that I'm finally going to get my m/u brushes that I've wanted for so long! They sent me an email stating how after all the trouble and disappointment I went through- they will still honor the deal! (+ free shipping)
Oh how I can't wait to get to the compu (I'm typing outta excitement on my iPhone) and place my order!

Makeup is going to be much more fun to apply now!
<3- and you know what that means.... More PICTURES!!!

And we all know that I finally got my makeup palette that I've been craving for MONTHS (thank you to my amazing boyfriend- you are such a blessing)-
I also did promise that I would let you guys know how the palette worked....
#listen: I love it! I rly, honestly do....it goes on so nicely, smooth, and you don't need much product (little in fact does go a long way here) - you will notice that most colors are in fact neutral, but those 3 darker shades works amazing!
PERFECT daily wear!
I'm actually kinda scared to use it a lot...it might finish and he went through so much waiting and trouble to get it for me, I can't imagine going through/or putting him through this again.
***Looks like my 'luck' of never getting what I want or need is starting to change!***

#blessed
yup yup^^

In a matter of 7MINUTES

i really wasn't inda 'put your face on' mood....but i hate leaving the house looking 'lazy/bummy' (we all have those days…but i'm not a fan )

no foundation- i used a tinted moisturizer, because i felt my face needed more hydration (there is no coverage on this, none at all)
a lil concealer under the eyes, and i lightly patted a skinfinish mineralize powder to minimize the 'shine'
a lil eyeliner- literally...a lil (see for yourself^^)
a lil mascara
defined the brows- always a MUST (brows are my current struggle)
lips- sugar stick
hair- not done, it was done the day before, and all i did was part it to my liking,  and-

^_^

i wonder

does my honesty/bluntness

offend/bother people

???

i only ask, because i actually hold my tongue quite more than i used to-

i now think before i speak

(to a point)

^^

please don't think this is an apology

...

i am not arrogent

i am not cocky

i am not full of myself

i am not conceited

...

i am me-

and i am the best ME possible-

i am NALANIE
and for that-
i will NOT APOLOGIZE-
not now
now ever

<3

#breathtaking...agreed?

#rip

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. 

they always say, the good die young...i couldn't agree anymore.

you were our angel-

thoughtful, caring, sincere, considerate, and everything in between...

that night when this all went down, i was so mad at you, only because i thought you forgot to call me 1/2way of reaching home....i waited, and waited, and didn't call you because the weather was so bad...

____

that night i had the worst nightmare...

in my dreams, i saw you crash, and woke up to the look on my dad's face, and all i said is...

'mark?' ( i knew ) ~_~

-i went about my day...i wore my gray sweats along with the tee you bought me and headed off to school...after school...work

i rmr that day like it was yesterday ...it snowed all day...outside was beautiful- but i was just numb 

numb & quiet.

numb.

i was numb for a few months...

...you knew it was your time...when we all begged you to stay, you kept saying, 'i have no other choice- i need to go home-'

7 years ago you left this Earth, you left everyone who loves and cares about you...just know that you will always live in our hearts, and never be forgotten

i LOVE you MARK!!! 

We do not remember days; we remember moments. ~Cesare Pavese

P/S for CYN

=]

*i LOVE the shit outta him-

yup yup- i do, i do

*

<3

Impressive much?

#howcute

Movie night and-
I spy with my liddle big brown eyes- my parents cuddling on the couch

<3

After Party inda Garage-

my cousins are always so considerate...
he was warming my feet
<3 those shoes...just gotta break'um in more ^_^

gotta love time with the cousins...esp. the ones who live outta the COUNTRY lol

Let the celebrations begin...

Micaella's 'first-bday-party-rdy'

M'kay

... did i mention that i love going to work with my 'goons' ? ... only thing is, it's rare i work with all of them @ the same time
...
but i got my jackson & we were a tad on the 'bored' side-

can you tell?


the 'ilk' face-

Grateful

From my kidd sis: 

Thanks for the chat today I really needed to hear those things; even tho we fight u are always there for me and I'm thankful to have a big sis for advice. U know how stubborn I can be im deff learning the hard way but I'll get thru it. I love you & movie night tonight in your room :) lol 

i went out & picked up a few munchies and movies for tonight...looking fwd to spending some quality time with her ( it's been too long ) <3 

#yummy-de-lishous-ness

Perfect 'running to work, tired as fuuuuuuh, gotta munch on something lil' combo

& all i rly wanted my my peach snapple (one of my favs*) - while i was just waiting on line, i spied something orange with my big brown eyes....

<<< wah-la!!!! *hands inda air

^_^

#ilovenalanie stickers?

Oh-NO.

Happy 1st birthday kay-kay....

<3

I

L O V E

Y O U

!!!

<3

You better 'live-up' to your standards !!!

so

i've been waiting for this palette for

M O N T H S

!!!

& i mean MONTHS (since prolly sept/oct time)

my boyfriend has been calling everywhere in FL for this, &

no one, anywhere had them

- he told me that when it came in,

he'd get it for me

_______

today was that day!

<3

i'll let you guys know how it is

( i promise )

:}

Pudding Status

<3

Peachy Day

 What a day...
i woke up^^ early, got rdy and headed off to a casting call...i was the first one there (& a 1/2 hr early ^_^ )




& they said yes to me !!!

after the casting, i went home to grab my bag and headed off to Tampa to surprise my lil munchkins 

My babies are growing up^^ too fast